Navigating Life

The sun shown bright today. Smells, potent of Spring, fills the air surrounding my weak soul as I lay upon the soft green grass. People with their friends & their dogs walk peacefully by me as I long to project deep into their souls & extract their every experience & feeling. "Who have you loved?" I think. "Who steals your mind + who longs to occupy your thoughts in return?" Like the sweet blossoms burst to their finest, I am reminded of love. I inhale the lovers' perfume - it seeps beneath skin- ever reminding me of what once was, and what remains unfertilized. Spring is in the air and so is love. I often wonder when i will radiate a scent so enthralling. Maybe in contemplation is where love is most attractive. For isn't unfulfilled love only romantic? Many flowers bear different fragrances + hues; Sweet flowers, like the figures who pass me by. Spring to summer, then falling into winter; Left ...

Draw me out of my mundane routines. You contain something so sweet and desirable; A suitable essence I require - that I want. This exciting tension gives me an energy I cannot deny & a creativity I long to express. You give me what I lack. You are a challenge & to me it's pleasurable. I promise you surprises. I promise you life unpredictable. Anticipation- can you enter a new direction of life where all will be mysterious ? Every day life is predictable - but we are not. Let your guard down & relish these new emotions rushing in. My thoughts are unfinished - Only you can complete what's lacking.

I have always loved the color blue and green. When you mix the two you get the beautiful color- turquoise. I have always loved this color and worn turquoise jewels- I have had a unique connection to this particular turquoise ring my mother gave me and so I decided to research the stone some more: Turquoise is blue-green in color and its energies are “luck, love, protection, and healing.” My mother gave me this ring- hence, meaning that the stone will protect the wearer from negative energy and bring good fortune. Turquoise is the symbol of friendship and also brings peace to the home. This is how I want to see myself and how I long for others to see me as: A person of hospitality, friendship, and love. By cultivating my own relationship with God, I long to be a person who cultivates good friendships daily. This is my form of self-presentation I desire to have. We cannot go wrong in loving others on this earth. There is so much hate and tragedy in this world, I want t...